sigh.

sigh. i find myself drifting off into unchartered waters...but then i meet myself as she ventures back to shore. the internal battle between good and evil; right and wrong; love and hate rages. The highs and lows leave me weak and confused. i've convinced myself of something that is, now, blatantly untrue. hmmm...

then...i sit here blogging away as i stare at the back of his head. his music blasting, unaware of what goes on. unaware of the pain i harbor. no...he's not oblivious...just stuck in his own world to realize what's going on in OURS.

sometimes i think people don't get the fact that i really could crawl inside myself and die. sigh.